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  1. Video loading, please wait ... AutoPlay & nbsp; play national moral models denatured forward and backward moral model Liu Ting Liu Ting usually like to dress as a woman looks like. Liu Ting courtesy<br>He had "carrying a mother to college" and the famous national moral models Liu Ting, August 14 announced that it would undergo surgery to become daughter ;.<br> <br>He is a "national moral models" and also "civilian hero", or the ease of a patient. In order to save the mother suffering from uremia, in order to meet the social, Liu Ting wanted to hide a woman's dream. He decided to make a denaturation at how troubled and struggle? How to turn to face a new life? 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At that time, I always think that parents do not like me.<br> <br>Jinghua Times: family upbringing, education or do girls make you feel alright?<br> <br>Liu Ting: I have to feel that they are gender-conscious girl, and this family, education, upbringing, etc. It does not matter. In addition, I am also particularly resistant to "degeneration" of the word, the word gives a frivolous sense of confusion.<br> <br>On gender awareness<br> <br>2, had ordered himself to be like a real boy<br> <br>Jinghua Times: Honor your body will give you a sense of conflict?<br> <br>Liu Ting: far more than conflict, is simply split, fragmented physical and mental, moral and self, and it makes me extremely painful.<br> <br>National moral models wore the aura, I kept myself command: Liu Ting, everyone is looking at you, you have to like a real boy. 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I cut my hair short, to get a tan, and men were mixed together, they learn to walk, talk. But of all this,http://seikyo.ehime-med.or.jp/cgi-bin/kanso/sbbs.cgi?mode=howto, he did not bend over his heart.<br> <br>Beijing Times: What makes your mother from opposition to support you degeneration?<br> <br>Liu Ting: I took care of his mother after his resignation, while writing an autobiographical novel, "We'll be all right." At that moment I finished crying, I still want to follow the inner voice, so back to the real self.<br> <br>I told my mother, I really painful, if not for her,http://store.shopping.yahoo.co.jp/ebest-dvd/0000001188750.html, I really want to end their lives!<br> <br>Over the years, the mother witnessed my pain and my struggle. She began to collect information on the Internet, from a scientific point of trying to convince myself to accept this fact. She eventually learned that their child is not a psychological problem, but suffering from "easy venereal" disease probability is about 250000, I was just turn up.<br> <br>December 12, 2013, to accompany my mother to Shanghai to do counseling. The doctor advised me to listen to your heart, you can wear female clothes, as a woman's life, which is conducive to mental health at this stage. Doctors also warned, if you choose degeneration, the sooner the better.<br> <br>Out of the hospital that moment, I feel particularly relaxed,scarpe mbt outlet, he took her hand all the way toward the station. Mother said, she is my strong defeated the disease, she saw my self-confidence, there is no reason to stop me.<br> <br>On the real struggle<br> <br>3, in order to do their own, the risk is not a problem<br> <br>Jinghua Times: You have to undergo surgery to become a woman of news overwhelming, feeling very high profile?<br> <br>Liu Ting: I never watch the news, I just really do themselves. To the mother, in order to make an example, I have always been for eight years and only then freed himself.<br> <br>I want to do after sex-change surgery has been reported, I received a lot of plastic surgery hospital and sent to the e-mail message, I chose a hospital in Guangzhou.<br> <br>Jinghua Times: now prepared to do what?<br> <br>Liu Ting: Doctors are very careful. Now surgery program had been set, but because I malnutrition, doctors and other health recovery right. Now, the operation to the face,scarpe mbt, skin smooth. After two relatively large operation, one to do the chest, the second is reconstruction genitals, probably a year.<br> <br>The doctor gave me the risk of surgery, I have also read the book psychological, problems also thought own immune system might be lower. But in themselves and do more than that these are not issues.<br> <br>Jinghua Times: denaturation beauty Harisu Korea also came to cheer you, what advice she gave you? How to live after her degeneration?<br> <br>Liu Ting: She is very happy, very successful, she wanted me to smooth operation, can realize their dreams.<br> <br>Beijing Times: Your mother initially said even if you return to daughter. Maybe you do not like boys again? A new life, work to prepare?<br> <br>Liu Ting: I gave my novel signed "Ting," I want to leave, but also hope that the community can tolerate.<br> <br>Not surgery, to find girls marry and have children, it is impossible for me, there is no original of this road. Junior high school when I have a crush, but restrained himself. High school also liked a guy, but he put me as a friend, I refused. For the future, there is not a guy like me,http://store.shopping.yahoo.co.jp/ichibankanshop/da3n.html, I'm not too reluctantly, I have this mental preparation, as long as I do myself, on the line.<br> <br>On reassignment surgery<br> <br>People? Liu Ting<br> <br>After 2005, Liu Ting admitted to the Zhejiang Forestry College, in order to take care of the mother suffering from uremia, will be carrying the mother university. In 2007, Liu Ting won the "national moral models", "Chinese model of filial respect", "Zhejiang proud", Hangzhou "civilian hero" and other honors.<br> <br>To the mother, in order to spread positive energy, I try to do a real man. I cut my hair short, to get a tan, men learn to walk,http://store.shopping.yahoo.co.jp/cio/n0100101855.html, talk. But of all this, he did not bend over his heart.<br> <br>(Original title: "I hope that the community can tolerate me.")<br> (Edit: SN098)<br>

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